Thursday, February 7, 2008

my tears



the tears in my eye
form a heart
together
im tierd of the tears running down my
tightly squeezed cheeks
i tried to be thankful of you
and me
but you left very quietly
and intimidating
YEA GREAT TIMING

HIT, CRASH, EXPLODE

My mother loves me
but so far i cant tell
and when i cry she grills me
and when im alone she leaves me there
alone how i always am.
and il go to the kitchen
and shell be smoking this long behind cigarrett
and not even notice that i took a tomato from
her salad and that i drank all of her soda
and in the car she smokes again
and i tell her to stop
but she ignores then hits
me
and all i hear is
HIT, CRASH, EXPLODE

mIzZ's bio poem

mIzZ

careful

outgoing

loud

wishes to be invisible
dreams of being loved
wants to be a dancer forever
who fears darkness
who is afraid of lonlyness
who likes boys who are cute
who believes in god
who loves her family more than anything
who loves talking about boys
who loves photography
who loves her besties
who plans to never change
who plans to stay un pregnant
who plans to always lovethe ppl she said she loved because she doesnt brake promises
who plans to love herself

who will always be herself

dangerous love

the love inside my heart was destroyed
you devowered it after you lightly lifted me of my feet
your face was devilishly lovely
but you left and dangerously
and threw my loving love away like nothing
but i
loved
you
and you destructed my love while it was under construction
i guess i was dreaming

dont care anymore

dont care anymore
about the lies the crys
the misses the disses
and all of it in between
wow you said you loved me
you know thats a lie to me
and at night i pray for you
so that the thing that happened between us
doesnt effect the things between your life
and your life as screwed up as mine is the best because im in it
you say you loved me but did you see
the d at the end of my word
L-O-V-E-DDDDDDDDDDDD
DONT CARE ANY MORE!!!!

Monday, February 4, 2008

too too close


your gone for a second but always back the next day
your texts and i.m.s make me wanna run away
i kno why your doing this and thats not worth it
i dont know why your crying cause compared to mine your life is perfect
you have real friends a real as me
im the best friend a friend can ever be
im screaming at the top of my lungs
but you still dont hear me
its too too close for me to lose you
dont do this im the one who cares
your scaring me and every one hear

Saturday, February 2, 2008

IF I CAN ONLY SEE



If only i can see how great you can


really be wat i see is something


i cant believe you see how you

make me mad but sometimes you can


make me sad why dont you just go away


and i will see you another day!!!!!