HIT, CRASH, EXPLODE

My mother loves me
but so far i cant tell
and when i cry she grills me
and when im alone she leaves me there
alone how i always am.
and il go to the kitchen
and shell be smoking this long behind cigarrett
and not even notice that i took a tomato from
her salad and that i drank all of her soda
and in the car she smokes again
and i tell her to stop
but she ignores then hits
me
and all i hear is
HIT, CRASH, EXPLODE