cold city

A cold chill rushed to me,
During my midnight drink.
Then...
I don't know...
I woke up the next morning,
Walked around and found my drink.
Then I felt that same cold chill that i did that night.
I thought to myself,
"What a cold city."

HEYYYYYYYYY GUYYYS!!!

HOW R ALL YA DOiNq HAVENT HERD FROM YA iN A MiNUTE!. .jUST TRYNA CATCH UP WiT DA BESTiES HiT ME UP DA NEW AiM FLOW iS DAREALDiiME08. .LOVE YOU GiRLSS!!!

-BOOBiE!

tell it to my heart

You told me that you care for me,
and i believed you,
'cause you told it to my heart.
You told me that i was your one and only,
and i believed you,
'cause you told it to my heart.
You told me that you fell in love with me,
and stupid, stupid me believed you!
'cause you told it to my heart.
Everything you ever told me,
you told it to my heart.
That's why i'm heart broken.
Now all i want to know is the truth,
and nothing but the truth.
'Cause the truth is, I'm still in love with you.

lonely night

Bored,
Nothing here to do.
Just in my room,
laying on my bed,
thinking of you.
Can't help but miss you,
it's 'cause i love you so much.
Whenever your not by my side,
I cry.
Just wishing you were here with me,
so this lonely night would stop,
nd for you to wish me a good night.
Nd what a night it would be.♥

no escape

I'm surrounded.
No where to go,
no where to hide either.
Trapped in a room,
with you.
This is torture!
What did i do to deserve this?
Please, someone help...
Help me escape from this lunatic.
Are you even gonna try?
Guess not.
All hope is lost,
especially because there is no escaping you.

my # rhyme (hate version)

1,2,
I'll never forgive you.
3,4,
Like i'll ever give you more.
5,6,
I burned all of our pixz.
7,8,
You're the only thing i really hate.
9,10,
Nd that's the end.

my # rhyme (love version)

1,2,
All i nedd is you.
3,4,
Don't ever let me go.
5,6,
Let it mix.
7,8,
Your my perfect mate.
9,10,
It's like i'm falling for you all over again.

toy doll

I played with you 'cause I thought you were interesting.
But really you didn't have the features that I actually like.
All you did was get rid of my boredom.
You were like paper,
you could rip easily if torn apart
nd I couldn't stand to be the blame for that.
So I just kept playing with you.
The more times i played with you,
the more I got bored nd lost interest.
Then, the day came,
when I tor you into pieces,
You used every last bit of you to try to keep mii interested.
But it didn't work.
nd so i moved on to other toys that have the features i actually liked.
So really, I never liked or loved you,
I was just toying with your heart.

invisible love

I see you, but you don't see mii
My passion iz bursting into flames for you
Your charms catch my eye
You are the prince to my fairytale
But all i do iz gaze upon you, thinking about how you don't see mii
I wish one day,
you will be mine
nd when that day comes
I want you to hold mii tight nd never let go
Kiss mii so sweetly that it brings the most biggest smile to my face
But for now, i'm a nobody to you,
which makes my love for you invisible.

Thinqqsz in life happen for a reason sum happen
after sumthinqq serious like sumones is sick
and next thinqq u noe there dead and
dats just how life is when u dont expect the
unexpected dats y i expect the un expected but not
the way i experienced it waz the hard way
i did not expect to lose a friend that daii but life is life
expect the unexpected

Mistake

I can't believe that I'm still in this world.
I just wonder how I survived, through everything...
I wasn't even suppose to be in this world at all.
Why do I keep myself here???
when all I do is suffer.
I try to be happy,
but some problem just follows me...
I just don't get it...
I'm just a problem that can never be solved.
I don't belong here...
Life is just too harsh for me to be able to survive.
Yet, I continue on...
I just hate my life,
& I really just wish, oh really do wish...

THAT I WAS JUST DEAD & NO ONE CARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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help me...........do something..........

they are changing my class nd i am sad...............
they are redifining my label because i rep 603 not 602...............
freek da ppl who put me in dat class cuz kadeemz dere nd hamza............
and u reelii dink im gunna lern wid amanda dere b reel............
sum1 stop diz madness cuz wait..........juzt wait...........
imma flip out on ya nd ya gunna cry yaz hedz off cuz i dunt like munkey buisness.....

FEEL BAD FOR ME........

IM ALONE
IM BORED
IM A FRIEND
IM A VICTIM
IM IN LUV
IM SOOOOOOOOOO DEEEEEPLY IN LUV!!!!
LOL
FEEL BAD 4 ME........

ur the....

ur the patrick to my sponge bob
ur my 50 cent cuz im g unit
lol............diz iz 4 my yung ladii lindaz

iim sooooo bored

iim sooo bored with thiis liife.....da make upz in skewl... break upz.....hick upz ............lol dat waz not funny...
u c my personalitiy will not grow az my
heart grows 4 every timea frend kumz nd leaves
i stay nd so will my heart.......because i waz born 2 staii nd will diie 2 staii nd iif sum one got a promblem with dat den u kan leave(kristin)
because i got my booz,pokki,frends and i dunt need fake frendz
2 tell me how 2 live my life nd i am an independent young ladii nd my homiis and hometz will stay if dey are true
and az 2 u take ur yello teeth,long hair flat behind butt awaii
from my place kuz i will stay nd u will go

ii siin

ii siin.........
but iiz siinniin a siin does god kno how we feel after or iiz dasat guiilty feeliin god tryiin 2 reach out 2 uz?
because iim reachiin out 4 hiiz hand nd all ii get iiz bakstabbiing frendz nd boiiz who break ur heart......
nd ii siin wiith very guiilty guiilt.....
THE GUIILTYEST..
ii siin but iiz siiniin a siin to god because hez da one who told uz da dere iz only one god nd dat god may siin because he made hiiz son diie 4 uz?

iiM A YOUNG LADii LiiNDA

iim young...
growin every daii nd waiitiin 4 sumtiin to happen because ii am prepared
iim doiin da thiingz my parentz diidnt do liike go 2 college and ii wiil grow to fiiniish skewl........
iim a ladii...
ii am a viictiim to broken heartz and fallein iin luv wiid boiiz who dunt kare about me and liviin my liife because a giirl has no chance iin thiis world and iimma sriive 2 be the one 2 get out ov da bronx nd iinto da world
iim liinda...
notice iin spaniish.....
iim not goiin 2 be one of doez gurlz who arent payed because ov derre culture...

IIM A YOUNG LADII LIINDA

Sinners

What these people have done,
were horrible...
Committing suicide, graffiti, stealing, cursing, & the list never ends.
I don't get it, why do they do it???
Is something wrong with their life???
Or do they do it for fun & to be popular???
All I know is that it is wrong,
& that makes them sinners.
Their souls can go burn in hell & turn into ash...

Ghosts

Once you see them, you get scared & start to cry...
You feel sorry for what happened to them,
then they start to follow...
They love the feeling of sorrow, so they want more...
Just be calm & let go of it,
or else more sorrow will come to you...
These ghosts may never stop haunting,
'cause their chasing what they want, & they'll never give up...

WORLD CONFUSION

THE SKY IS RED
THE CLOUDS ARE GREEN
A COMPUTER IS A BOX
CARDBOARED IS METAL
VOMITING IS FAT
CHEESEBURGERS ARE HEALTHY
LETTUCE IS BAD FOR YOU
HEELS ARE FOR MEN
A DOG IS A HUMAN BEING
GREEN LIGHT MEANS STOP
A DAY IS A YEAR
CHEESE ON TOP OF A MOUNTAIN
BOXERS ARE FOR CATS
COOKIES ARE FOR CRACKERS
LADYS HAVE PENIS
MEN HAVE VAGINAS
A CHAIR IS A TABLE
A BEDROOM IS A KITCHEN
CHICKENS HAVES C-SECTIONS
WOMENS LAY EGGS
FUR IS HAIR
MALES HAVE BETTER HANDWRITINGS THEN GIRLS
YOU MUST THINK YOUR ILUSINATING BUT
ALL THESE THINGS CANT HAPPEN UNLESS
THE WORLD GOT TURN UPSIDE DOWN
BUT HAT MY FRIEND IS INPOSSIBLE!

I'm absolutely desperate for you!

My heart, it can't stop beating whenever I'm around you...
I can't ever stop thinking about you!!!
You make me feel like I never did before.
Thing is, you're killing me...
You keep all your personal feelings bottled up,
& I want to make you spill them out to me!!!
I want to help you,
But most importantly...
I want to be yours!
I'm absolutely desperate for you,
& I really, really absolutely want to get out is...
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heart Broken

I couldn't help but cry,
'cause I opened up my heart you.
& you just threw me into the dirt...
I loved you with all my heart,
but when the day you shut me out came,
I felt like I died inside...
To this very day,
I still love you,
but my heart is still broken...

INVISIBLE

AM I INVISIBLE TO U ?!?!?
SUM TIMES U DUNT EVEN LOOK AT ME
IF U SAY HEII IS CUZ I SAID IT 1ST
CAN WE BE FRIENDS OR MORE THAN THAT
__?__ U SO CUTE I CANT STOP LOOKIN AT UR FACE
UGH THIS IS SO NOT KOOL...ONE THING I GOTTA SAY IS
I WILL NEVA FORGET U AND
I LUV U!!

JUST LISTEN

why do we live to die?!?!?

theirs no point of livin if ur just gonna die rite

so LISTEN!!

NO BODY DESERVES TO LIE IF UR JUST GONNA DIE

LIFE IS SHORT SO LIVE IT HOW U CAN

TRY NO TO FIGHT ALOT IT AINT GETTIN U NO WHERE

LIVE ,LAUGH,ENJOY AND BE HAPPII

NOW BE SURE U MAKE THE RITE CHOICES IS YA LIFE

AND DUNT GET UR SELF IN STICKY SITUATIONS

MAKE SURE U HAVE TRUE FRIENDS NOT BACKSTABBERS LIK I DO....

-ONELIS

TO A FRIEND

WE CANT NEVA HAV A GUD CONERSATION

U ALWAY HAVE TO BRING IN SUM BAD MOMMENTS

I HATE THAT

WE NOT A S CLOSE AS B4 BUT U SHOULD NOE

THAT U WILL ALWAYS BE MA BESTFRIEND 4 EVA

I JUST WISH THAT WE DUNT FIGHT ANYMORE

OR THAT WE CAN BE TOGETHER LIK B4...

I LUV CAT!!!

BLOOD -N- LOVE

MY LIFE PUMPS BLOOD AND LOVE AT THE SAME TIME

THE BLOOD THAT IT PUMPS IS REAL EMOTIONAL

IT SHEDS TEARS TO ALL THE HURT IVE BEEN THRU

AND THE LOVE THAT IT PUMPS THINKS BOUT U 24/7.

Cherry Blossoms

Its beauty takes your breath away
Everybody compares themselves to them
But no matter what you do,
you can't beat its pure, natural beauty...
Cry, bleed in its presence,
your only making them more beautiful...
Don't even try to murder,
'cause these cherry blossoms will always be beautiful.

CRY

YA MITE DINK DAT I CRY 4 EVERYDIN BUT I HAVE A REASON
I KNO IM DA WORST ND IM NOT PLEAZIN
YA, BY MY CRYIN IM SHOWIN YA MY PAIN
AND U KNO IF YA DUNT WANT ME 2 CRY DEN I WILL WASH MY TEARZ DOWN DA DRAIN
AND I MITE JUZT B CRYIN RITE NOW BUT LET ME TELL U NOW
I DONT CARE WILL NEVER STARE
INTO DA FUTURE 4EVA
I WILL STAY A BORICUA IM NOT DA BEST
I KNO U KNO DA REST AND IN DA FUTURE I WONT B WITH U AND UWONT B WITH ME AND VERY1 WILL B HAPPY CUZ IN D END IMMA STILL BE CRYIN AND IM STILL CRYIN 2 SHOW MY PAIN

IMM SRRY

IM SRRY
FOR WAT I DUNT KNO WHY ND AFTADA DAII DAT U LEAVE ME FOR ANUDA FREND IMMA 4GET U
NOT INTENTIONALY BUT ON MY MMINDZ OWN I DONT TAKE BULL FOR GRANTED I MAKE IT INTO SUMTIN REAL I MAKE IT NOTICED
IM SRRY FOR FREAKIN LIVIN U KNO WHY
O U DONT KUZ IM DA FREKIN BONCHINCHERA OV DA SKEWL
YEA ND IM SRRY DAT U R ALL HATAS AND DAT ALL YA HAVE 2 HATE ON ME WEN YA REALLY KNO DAT IM DA 1 WHO MADE YA AND IN SRRY FOR BEIN MYSELF ND NOT BEIN DA GURL U WANT ME 2 BE ND IM SO FRIKIN SRRY DAT YA HAVE 2 PUT UP WID MY PROBLEMS AND DAT YA ALWAYS COMPLAIN DAT I TLK SO MUCH I AM SO SRRY 4 EVA LUVIN 1 OV DEM PPLZ WHO DIDNT LUV ME BUT FAKED IT AND SAYED THAT U DID AND IM SRRY FOR LUVIN THIS GURL INSIDE OV ME DAT I DIDNT KNO ND I CHOSE HER BEFORE I CHOSE YA ND I AM SO FRIKIN SRRY FOR SAYIN YES ND GIVIN IN 2 PEER PRESURE ND NOT SAYIN NO

HOW COULD YOU

HOW COULD YOU RUIN MY LIFE AFTER I LOVED

HOW COULD YOU JUST SAY OKAY AFTER I YELLED FOR HELP

HOW COULD YOU JUST LET HER DO THAT AS I WAS WATCHING YOU

HOW COULD YOU JUST DO THAT TO ME AFTER ALL THE TIMES WEVE BEEN THROUGH

HOW COULD YOU HURT ME IN A WAY THAT IT CANT BE FIXED AND NEVER HEALED

HOW COULD YOU HURT ME IN THE WAY THAT I WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN BUT NEVER JOYFUL

HOW COULD YOU JUST MAKE ME LAUGH BY LOOKING AT ME AFTER ALL THE GRIEF AND PAIN IN 1 HOUR AND THEN BACK TO TALKING BY 1 LOOK

HOW COULD YOU MAKE ME HAPPY IN 1 SECOND WITH BIG BROWN EYES AND BIG LIPS

I KNOW WHY, BECAUSE IM IN LOVE

HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?

I KNOW WHY, BECAUSE YOUR IN LOVE WITH HER


DEDICATED TO: JOHN AKA: DA MIGIT WHO FREAKIN RUINED MY LIFE AND ALSO MADE ME HAPPY IN 1 SECOND

JUST FOR YOU

I GAVE HIM UP JUST FOR YOU
I HIDDED MY FEELINGS JUST FOR YOU
I STAYED AWAY FROM HIM JUST FOR YOU
I LIED JUST FOR YOU
(I NEVER LIE)
I SAID HOW HIGH WHEN YOU SAID JUMP
I WASNT ME JUST FOR YOU

No Control!

Control me!
'cause I can't handle myself!
I can't be tamed.
When let loose, I go WILD!
Control me!
'cause that B!+[# is making me mad!
Watch me, as I go beat her @$$!
Control me!
'cause I have no control over my body or myself...
So gimme some help here, 'cause I have no control...

I stole money

Who is that girl
sneaking money in her jacket
who is that girl
lying to everyone around her
who`s that girl......
why is she doing this
i cant take it to see that
she had to steal
it breaks my heart
who is that girl is it me?t
it couldn`t be
i hope its not cause
wouldn`t i be a stealer

I QUIT

Why keep me here?

Why keep me here, if you don't love me?
Why keep me here, if all you do is yell at me?
Why keep me here, when I mean nothing to you?
Why keep me here, when all you do is make my life miserable?
So, can you please answer me?
I need to know how you feel about me...
'cause I'm lost in a world with no happiness or love, just sorrow...
I don't know what to think anymore...
All i have to say is...
I HATE YOU!!!!!!

POP

Conference Pictures

Exhibit

Congratulations to the POP girls that presented and exhibited their Photography and Poetry at the Teachers College, Columbia University ALAS Conference,Educational Equity, Policy, and Transformation in the Americas

Secrets...

I can't help but hide it.
It's something too personal to let out.
But when I do,
It makes a mess...
Bad things happen...
Things I would never even imagine in my life.
So i keep it all in,
Never, ever let it out.
& that makes me a sinner...
I know that sinners end up somewhere bad.
Their souls burn in hell, turning into ash...
Maybe that's what is gonna happens to me...
These secrets that I keep,
bring me down,
& make me the person that I am today...

Emotional

If we get into a problem,
we shed tears.
But if that problem gets worse,
We walk into a path that is so dark & violent...
We can't help but do this,
we feel that it's the only way to solve our problems...
We're too emotional for this cruel, dark world.
That's why we walk into a path that has no love...

Friends 4 eva

Your always by my side,
No matter what happens.
You understand all my problems,
& make me feel like I'm not alone.
You comfort me when I need help,
& beat up the person who started my problem.
I can trust you with everything I say,
& you trust me.
No matter what happens, you'll always be my best friend.
We'll always be friends 4 eva...

I'll love you 4 eva

You make me feel so warm & cozy...
Every time you touch me,
It brings a smile to my face...
I can't stand being apart from you...
It's like your my perfect match.
I love you,
& I'll love you 4 eva...

I was, I am, I will be...

I was so shy & quiet.
Always alone...
& so scared of life...
I was always crying,
'cause things were just, so terrifying...
I hate what happened back then...

Now, I am a dark, mysterious angel.
Still living in the past, not looking towards the future...
No one knows who I really am, so they fear me...
I am a joy to have but I'm Emo.
People love to have me as a wacky yet mysterious friend.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to move on with my life...

In the future I will be a more confident person.
I want to be able to move on, & to that, I need to believe in myself.
I will be an amazing mother.
I want my children to have a better life then I did...
I will raise my children to be strong & confident,
even though I don't know a thing about being strong or confident.

I will always be a mystery that can never be solved...

I was,I am,I will be.

I was,cranky little
anoying isabella with
two pig tales and her
tonge out who would
do any little stipud
thing anybody will
tell me!!!

I am, lovable and giving
with the hair back with
bangs and tight clothes
with my celly.

I will,be a childrens pediatrican
with my hair in a bun i will be a smart
college student who will work really
hard and step up her game in school!!!!!

QUESTIONS OF LIFE

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DOES THE CIRCLE OF LIFE EVER AND IN THIS
WORLD???
IS LIFE REAL ???
ARE WE REAL???
WAT IS BEHIND ALL THESE LIES???

You Have No Idea How Much I Love You

I CAME OUT OF U WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!,
YOU WENT THRU PAIN 4 ME,
IF YOU WERENT BORN I WOULD OF NEVA BEEN
BORN SO DANG RITE I LOVE YOU,
SURE I MITE HAVE A SMART MOUTH BUT I
SITLL LOVE YOU,
I ALWAYZ FEEL BAD AFTA I SAII WAT I SAII 2 JU
CUZ I LOVE YOU,
OYU MITE THINK I LOVE MI FRIENDZ MORE DEN I
LOVE YOU BUT DATZ NOT TRUE I MEAN C'MON
NOW..........YO TE QUIERO!!!!!!!!!!!

MAMA CANT U SEE

MAMA MAMA CANT U SEE
ASHLEY'S GETTIN BITTEN BY A BUMBLE BEE
MAMA MAMA CANT U LOOK
ASHLEY'S GETTIN HIT WITH A BIG BLUE BOOK
MAMA MAMA CANT U HELP
ASHLEY'S GANNA BLOW , SHE'S GANNA YELL
MAMA MAMA CANT U SEE
I SAID THAT IM SO SORRY
MAMA CANT U SEE
SIT UR BUT DOWN HAVE SOME TEA

DEATH

DEATH IS ONLY DEATH
WHEN UR GONE AND DEAD
DEATH IS ONLY DEATH
WHEN PEOPLE CARE THAT U DIED
DEATH IS ONLY DEATH
WHEN UR IMPORTANT TO SOMEBODY
DEATH IS ONLY DEATH
WHEN U DIE WITH DIGNITY

shut up

guess what shut up
because you dont love me
you dont think of me
you dont like me
you dont feel for me
you dont understand me
you dont think that im me
you dont think that i will be me
you dont walk with me
you dont talk with me
you dont ball with me
you dont roll with me
you dont LOVE ME

I WAS,I AM,I WILL BE

I WAZ A LITTLE GIRL
I WAZ A DADDYS GIRL
I WAZ A SPIDER CATCHER IN D.R.
I WAZ AFRAID OF THE DARK
I WAZ IN D.R. FOR 2 YEARS
I WAZ THE SHY GIRL THAT NEVER TALKED

I AM A SHORT,PRETTY,GIRL
I AM DOMINICAN
I AM NOW AN ANIMAL LOVER
I AM AFRAID OF FALLIN OFF HIGH AREAS
I AM GOIN 2 D.R. AGAIN
I AM AN OUTGOIN,TALKATIVE,GIRL

I WILL BE A WOMEN
I WILL BE A VETERNARIAN
I WILL BE AFRAID LETTING THINGS GO
I WILL BRING HAPPINESS 2 MY HEART
I WILL BE A WELL EDUACATED ADULT
I WILL BE A STRONG ,INDEPENDENT,INTELLIGANT,WOMEN

i was, i am, i will be

I WAS...............
the little blancita running around the house
i was the little tom boy, all alone
i was an only child
as happy as can be
i was a fly behind baby with nike
all over my clothes
and i was the little MISS.CURIOUS
but now i know

I AM................
the panarican drama queen.
who is the advise girl but
has no advise for herself
the girl who holds every thing in and out
and at the end in all pops out like lava in a volcano
i am the piece sign girl with the perky lips.
who loves wearing jeans and black shirts with jordans
i am an honor roll student who dosent give into
peer preasure any more
i am independent
with brown hair and hazel eyes

I WILL BE............
the same girl that i am today and always have been
but more mature
more talented
and more patient
i will be the woman
who dosent hide herself
how she used toi will be a college
girl at baruch
i will follow my aunts footsteps and finish college

i will be me

I NEED U

U KNOW HOW 2 MAKE ME SMILE
UR REALLY WORTH MY WHILE
I WANNA SING,IM UR BIRD,UR MY WINGS
ANYTIME U NEEDED HELP I WAS THERE
BUT I REALLY DIDNT THINK U WOULD CARE
BECAUSE I LOVE U
I KNOW U LOVE ME 2
UR IN MY HEART,UR IN MY THOUGHTS
ITS A GOOD THING WE NEVA FOUGHT
I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE 2 DO
CANT STAND 2 BE AWAY FROM U

help me

this is my life
born live die
thats everyones life
but if you help me that will be different
very different
so different that in the future
i'll be you
and you'll see that my life is normal
thats right its normal
im normal
your life is unnormal
help me i need help

DONT WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND

AFTER WHAT WEVE BEEN THROUGH
I CANT SEEM TO TRUST YOU
IM AFRAID TO KNOW YOU
IM SCARED TO EVEN SAY YOU WERE MY FRIEND
ITS NOT WORTH IT BECAUSE
I TRIED TO TRUST YOU
LISTEN TO YOU
AND TRIED TO BE YOUR FRIEND
BUT I CANT
IM NOT GONNA
GET PUSHED AROUND
AND FIGHT YOU
THATS SO STUPID
WHY DONT YOU PUT A GUN TO MY HEAD AND GET IT OVER WITH
IM WAITING
DO IT
THANKS IM IN A BETTER PLACE NOW

Please Dont Say You Love Me

Please dont say you love me
because i know it isnt true
you love her more
thats okay but it hurts
when you do that in front of me
you might think you love me
but u know deep inside that those kisses
mean nothing

NOTHING AT ALL!

True love

I s there such a thingas true love
Is there something called love
at first sight why is it that when somebody
says they love you they dont mean it true love
is all it takes to have a relationship true love,true love!!!!!!

TO MY BOO

I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GT THISZ CLOSE TO JU
BUT IM GLAD I AM
YOU R LIKE MY TWIN
YOU UNDER STAND EVERY THING I TELL JU
YUR THERE WEN I NEED A LENDING HAND
YOUR ALWAYSZ THERE IN MY TIME OF NEED
I LOVE THAT THERE ISZ NOT ONE DAY WE DONT
TALK ON THE FONE AND EACH CONVERSATION LEADSZ UP
TO THE WORDS I LOVE YOU
YOUR ALWAYS THERE WITH ME THrough every thing
THERE ISNT ENOUGH HOURSZ DAY OR MINITES IN THE
WORD TO DESCRIBE HOW GR8 JU R
THERE AINT ANY WORDS THAT CAN EXPLAIN HOW MUCH JU MEAN TO ME
UR MA BOO 4 LYFE
DONT JU 4 GET THAT
THERE AINT NUTHING IN THE WORLD THAT CAN MAKE ME NOT TLK 2 JU
AND ITSZ ALL CUSZ I LOVE YOU

DRIP DRIP SKY

let the rain pore down
i'm sitting here
just seiin the rain on the ground
wacthing to see what comes next
im depressed
so let the rain pore down
let it refresh my skin
let it touch my clothes my hair
let it kiss my lips
let the rain pore
DRIP DRIP SKY!!
I EXEPT IT
I WILL LET IT pore on me
I WILL LET THE SKY
DROP ITS RAIN
LET THE RAIN PORE
LET IT REACH MY SKIN
DRIP DRIP SKY
drip drip

DONT LET ME GET ME

HELP ME!!
I CANT DO THISZ TO ME
BUT THE KNIFE SAYSZ IF IM HISZ TRUE FREND TO DO IT!!!
THE BLADE ISZ AGAIST MY VAIN
THISZ WILL HELP YOU BABY THE KNIFE SAYS
i cant do thisz to me
DONT LET ME GET ME
i'm locked where no one can cum iin
no one can disturb me
no one will cum in
who'sz gunna take the blame
who killed who i am
who killed me
no one
my bloody knife did it
i trusted my true fren
and wut do i get in return
DEATH


i diidnt really do thisz
myself to....i want ppl to think asz
the knife asz a persun...
in thisz case my friend. my so
called freind....try to c it from my
point of view

BrEaTh

WitH OuT U iTSz sO0 HArD To BReAtH
itSz hArDeR To tAke bUT 1 breATh
wEN I C JU iT Getsz eAsIeR foR me
I cAn bReATH OnCe ageN
wItH Yur vOiCe iN My eAr I CAn hEaR MY bReAtH
I CAn BREATh
BuT ITsZ A HaBbIt tHaT HASZ 2 eNd
It CaN b nO MorE
BEcusZ A Day wIlL CUM dAt WE TOo WiLl No lOnGer B
I HaVe to LeARn NoW
B-4 ItSz 2 lAte
I haVe tO TEaCH My selF to BrEATh
cuSZ If i DonT iLl suFfOCaTe
so0 WItH Or WItH OuT Ju
I gOtTA BReATh

LOVE IS...

what is your definition of love??
love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them not to
but it dosnt have to be that
love can be what i have for chocolate
love can be the love a father and his daughter share
love dosent have to be giving some one a dozen roses
love doesnt have to be marrying the perfect one
love doesnt have to be falling 4 that one guy.

red rose

RED ROSE SO RED
RED ROSE SO BEAUTIFUL
RED ROSE ONE OF A KIND
RED ROSE SO FULL OF NICE
RED ROSE TOO CUTE
RED ROSE SO FULL OF LOVE
RED ROSE THE REPRESEMTER OF LOVE
RED ROSE IN THE ROSE BUSH
RED ROSE ONE SO SPECIAL
RED ROSE MEAN SO MUCH TO ME
RED ROSE ONE TO MANY
RED ROSE ONE TO MUCH
RED ROSE OH RED ROSE
U MEAN SO0 MUCH 2 ME

QUotE bY MArlENy

PicTUrEs JuSt ShOW wuT jU CaNT sAy wItH wOrDSZ

Y HIM???

You like a boii nd i understand but therez 1
question i gotta ask "Y Him"???
Out of all ppl it had 2 b him.
The 1 dat brakez gurlz heartz,
The 1 dat alreadii broke ur heart b4,
The 1 datz half ur size but datz not da point,
The 1 dat lookz lyke he got durt on top of hiz lip,

Y DID IT HAVE 2 B HIM????!!!!!!!!!

WHO R U???

The gurl i met thiz year,
The one that i thought was kool nd honest,
Ha wat waz i thinkin,
I honestly considered u lyke a bezt friend but....,
Now all i ask miself iz "WHO ARE YOU"?
A gurl that i cared so much bout that i tried 2 show ju dat the person u were goin 4
izent da person you think he iz,
But did u listen noooo well itz w/e now i guess,
Nd u go around tellin ppl "OOO U SHOULD B HONEST WIT HIM/HER",
Look whoz talkin u dont even have the audacity 2 tell Alaine, Marleny, nd Mi wat u saii behind our bakz,
Mayb itz time 4 u 2 shut up nd take ur own advice cuz u reallii need it,

MiZz BeAuTiFuL'Sz PIcSz

stupid stuff

omg i c mad gurlsz tryna make their lyfe mor diifcult that it really gotta b
gurlsz wit the age uf 11 and 12
it makesz me laugh cusz it dunt make sence in ma hed
like if jur lyfe suksz y wud ju tell the wurld do ju want them to feel srry 4 ju??
sum cases are real nd stuff but c'mon
my life aint th most perfect either
but were mad young we hav alot uf more thingsz to cum at us
sum times we need to find a way to deel wit it
cusz if thisz isz the lyfe god chose 4 ju,
ju gotta live wit it aint nuttin ju can do0
all thisz blood crap suicide
itsz all b.s to me cusz like how dusz that help
yall need help
itz all really stupid like get a life
man every 1 hasz there point of view nd thisz isz mine
tlk 2 sum 1 that can help ju not feel srry 4 ju cusz ppl feeling sorry 4 ju aint gunna help ju either
sheesh i meen i love blood i love the color ud blod iit confurts me
but neva wiill ju c me talkin blood out uf ma skin
out uf ma body
im crazy nd every thing but thatsz cusz im dominican
just not THAT crazy

r ju nutsz????

man.
jur so0 pretty
not just cusz jur my mother but ju r
cudent ju find some one jur size jur fit??
had to b sum ugly cheating gorrilla
shud hav let him go the minite ju found out wut he did
SHUD UF NEVA GOT WITH HIM
R JU NUTSZ
HE DONT DESERVE JU
JU CAN DO BETTA
BUT DO WUT JU WANT JU AINT LISTEN NO MATTER HOW MANY PPL TELL JU TO LET HISZ DUM ASZ GO
JUR 2 GUD 4 HIM
JU DESERVE SO0 MUCH BETTA
WUT EV
R JU NUTSZ
SHEESH

cAlm Down lYFe

wo0o0oo0ow slow down
last time i cheched i wusz only 11
what went wrong with me
4 sure ill alwaysz change but isz thisz who i wanna b??
i have to stop thisz
my mind isz spiinning
im spiiniing round
whats happeniing to me
WO0OW
CalM dOWN LYfE

WHAT WENT WRONG

WHy dId Ju cHAngE???wHAt hAPpENd??wusZ IiT mY fAUlt
isZ It ThE SkeWl
TelL Me soMeThiNg
gIvE ME An AnSeWER
I NeEd 2 KnO
I wANnA SaVe jU TheRsZ StilL SuM TIME lEfT
C'mOn rEspOnD DunT LeEVe mE NOw
I neEd 2 kNo
dOnT tUrn aROuNd anD lEeV mI WIt nO anSwEr
DonT PlEesZ DONt
I dONt wAnNa HuRT JU i juSt wAnna sAvE Ju
pLEaSzZ
teLl mI wATsz RonG
dOnt tuRn ArOUnd
dOnT lEevE me
MY LAST QUESTION WUSZ...
WHAT WENT RONG????

I WAS I AM I WILL BE

MY LIFE HAS DRATICALLY CHANGED
IM SO0 DIFFERENT FROM WHO I USED TO BE
I WUSZ THISZ CUTE INNOCENT LITTLE GURL
CUTE LONG LIGHT BROWN HAIR TIED BY MOMMY INTO 2 COLITASZ
WITH MY LOOSE JEANS AND GURLY DRESSES
WITH WACK SNEAKERS AND SAPATICOS
I WSZ ONE WHO DID GOOD IN SCHOOL
HAA NUTHING TO WORRY BOUT
NO ONE HATED HER NO ONE AT ALL
HER PERSONALITY WUSZ SO0 LIGHT SO0 DELICATE
SHE WAS SCARED OF NOTHING
ONE GIRL WHO HAD NO DEVELOPEMENTS
NO DRAMA TO HURT HER WAY OF LIVING
I WUS THAT SWEET GIRL OF MAMII.THE MAMMI SHE ONCE HAD.
MAMI GAVE HER KISSES AT NIGHT
WHILE PAPI LOOKED AT HER WAIITED TILL SHE FIISHED ND REACHED SO0 I CUD RECEIVE ANOTHER FRUM HIM
I WUSZ THE SWEET INNOCENT LIL ANGEL
WUS WHAT I AM NOT NOW.
I AM NOTHING LIKE I WUS
KINDA MISS THOSE DAYS
I AM THE GURL WITH THE MEAN LOOK WITH THE SMILE ON HER FACE AND THE LAUGHTER OF A JOKE
IM THE GIRL WITH THE SHORT brown hair with the cola the bun with a lambio on the side done by her
now only gel, mouse, and hairspray
i am the girl with the tight skinny jeans short liil skirts
along with the nikes jordans the newest only
im the gurl that does no harm and does gr8 in skewl
has so much in her head so much on her mind
these girls wanna fight me what shud i do
wen?,how? will i die 16? murdered?
will i make it through this this time?
got the wieght of the world on my shoulder
one girl with developments still more to come
cramps every month
yea got that at 9
more drama than novelas
3rd daughter of mami
the mami she used to have
mami no longer cares what time i go to bed nore kisses me at night
see daddy on weekends
and he's the best
he still kisses me at night once in a while
and tells me he loves me at night
he shows he loves me
i love him
still at night i wonder if my mami loves me like she once did
i am the gurl with thte pretty face and wonders in her head
i am what i wusz not nore wut i will be
iI DONT KNO WHAT I WILL BE!
I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE
I WANNA BE THE PEDIATRITON WITHT THE PERFECT HUSBAND
ONE WHO WILL NOT HURT ME
I WILL B THE HARD WORKING ADULT
I WILL BE THE ONE THAT WILL STICK TO HER LIFE LIKE GLUE
I WILL BE THE ONE WITH CHILDREN
GIRL MARILYNE OR JASZELYNE
BOY JOEL-X-ZAVIER OR ANTONIO
ILL BE THE ONE WITH FRIENDS ONE OF A KIND
DONT KNOW IF PAPII OR MAMII WILL B WITH ME
HOPE THEY R
HOPE MAMI HAD CHANGED BY THEN
HOPE PAPII STILL LOVE ME
HOPE NUTHING GOES WRONG
HOPE I STAY A GOOD PERSON
HOPE WHAT I WILL BE ISZ A LIIL SOMETHING OF WHAT I AM AND WILL BE.
ONLY TIME WILL TELL.

tHe snoW

WHiTe sOFt sNOw fALlInG oN ThE gRoUnD.
oH sO PRettY ThE wHItE SNoW iS.
BuT haV ThErE BeeN Eny otHeR ThOuyGhTsZ boUt The sNow
DunT jU tHiNK jusT A BIT mor ABOUT snOw
snOw iSz liKe PPl,
IT cAN haV 2 fAceSz
it cAn be juR bEst frIeNd, hArMleSs.
JuSt fAlLiNg aNd dO NuThIn
buT It CaN dO ThAt OnLy NoT
iT CAn b 2 fAceD aNd B JuR wuRsT ENEmY
FLASH!
And tAkE juR liFe AWay
WhITE SoFt snow fALlING
Oh so pReTTY tHE wHItE SnOw iSz
ONLy CaN It BE??? nOt

tearing devil

I b1eed and cry tears every night.
there is no light anywhere I go,
only darkness.
nobody knows what i'm going through...
I wait silently 4 happiness 2 come,
Thing is, happiness fears me...
it runs away,
Leaving me with so many problems...
I can't help but be this way 'cause,
I am the tearing devil...

Our world...

In this world, there is no love, peace,
happiness, emotions, feelings...

All there is now is hate, violence, trash,
blood, tears, sorrow...

What is wrong with people these dayz,
not thinking about anyone but themselves...

We need help... but wi1l anyone even try to help us????

This world is like a cold snowy, winter day, But with to much harm going on...

I can't believe that anyone would 1ike to
1ive in a world 1ike this...