Mistake

I can't believe that I'm still in this world.
I just wonder how I survived, through everything...
I wasn't even suppose to be in this world at all.
Why do I keep myself here???
when all I do is suffer.
I try to be happy,
but some problem just follows me...
I just don't get it...
I'm just a problem that can never be solved.
I don't belong here...
Life is just too harsh for me to be able to survive.
Yet, I continue on...
I just hate my life,
& I really just wish, oh really do wish...

THAT I WAS JUST DEAD & NO ONE CARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!