Young Ladi Lindaz

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Secrets...

I can't help but hide it.
It's something too personal to let out.
But when I do,
It makes a mess...
Bad things happen...
Things I would never even imagine in my life.
So i keep it all in,
Never, ever let it out.
& that makes me a sinner...
I know that sinners end up somewhere bad.
Their souls burn in hell, turning into ash...
Maybe that's what is gonna happens to me...
These secrets that I keep,
bring me down,
& make me the person that I am today...

Emotional

If we get into a problem,
we shed tears.
But if that problem gets worse,
We walk into a path that is so dark & violent...
We can't help but do this,
we feel that it's the only way to solve our problems...
We're too emotional for this cruel, dark world.
That's why we walk into a path that has no love...

Friends 4 eva

Your always by my side,
No matter what happens.
You understand all my problems,
& make me feel like I'm not alone.
You comfort me when I need help,
& beat up the person who started my problem.
I can trust you with everything I say,
& you trust me.
No matter what happens, you'll always be my best friend.
We'll always be friends 4 eva...

I'll love you 4 eva

You make me feel so warm & cozy...
Every time you touch me,
It brings a smile to my face...
I can't stand being apart from you...
It's like your my perfect match.
I love you,
& I'll love you 4 eva...

I was, I am, I will be...

I was so shy & quiet.
Always alone...
& so scared of life...
I was always crying,
'cause things were just, so terrifying...
I hate what happened back then...

Now, I am a dark, mysterious angel.
Still living in the past, not looking towards the future...
No one knows who I really am, so they fear me...
I am a joy to have but I'm Emo.
People love to have me as a wacky yet mysterious friend.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to move on with my life...

In the future I will be a more confident person.
I want to be able to move on, & to that, I need to believe in myself.
I will be an amazing mother.
I want my children to have a better life then I did...
I will raise my children to be strong & confident,
even though I don't know a thing about being strong or confident.

I will always be a mystery that can never be solved...

Thursday, March 6, 2008

I was,I am,I will be.

I was,cranky little
anoying isabella with
two pig tales and her
tonge out who would
do any little stipud
thing anybody will
tell me!!!

I am, lovable and giving
with the hair back with
bangs and tight clothes
with my celly.

I will,be a childrens pediatrican
with my hair in a bun i will be a smart
college student who will work really
hard and step up her game in school!!!!!